i love being so sure of something that you took a chance on. if ive learned anything its that taking chances is what life is all about. im probably one of the most impulsive people ever. its taken me so many places. its brought me so much. i never though id feel this way again. especially not for my best friend. its one of the best feelings ive ever had. ive never been so comfortable around someone. she is one of those people i cant live without. there are a few of you. i love my friend so much. some of you have been with me for so much shit. its insane. people like justin and kristi and wendy and beth who got me out of so much shit. and friend i know would drop anything for me like cayla and kendra and olivia. and the people i always have fun with like j and magen. my life is always so crazy and id be nothing without my friends. id be fucking lost without amber. i havent been this happy in almost two years. i wouldnt trade it for anything. it makes me less afraid of my future.